in awe.

God is good all the time.
All the time...God is good.

"You have been my refuge, a strong tower against my foe." Psalm 61:3

this week was a tough one. not because of school work[even though i wish that was the reason], but because of some other issues...blech. but God just keeps providing more learning expierences in my life, and even though it was such a rough week for me...the best thing i learned was just to always be thinking God for what he is doing in you life. Whether it be good or bad. it completely changed my negative view on alot of things. praising God in the midst of our little "storms" in life creates a challenge, because its extremely hard to do. but in the end its worth it.and i can vouch for that. God is...God. Hes the most powerful. and i am me. puny. little. with a torn heart...full of sin.
wow...why does God care about me? its simple. He loves me. and he wants my full attention. when im not giving it back to him...that may be the reason for some of the pot holes in my life. Just because he wants it. He wants to develop a closer relationship with me. heh...yea thats what i want too, but becasue of sin its easy to be distracted. i just need to stop with all my excuses...my relationship with God and how its going...relys on no one, but me.

i am always in awe of my AWESOME GOD.